Yup!I'm gonna talk about this now...from a long time hiatus since the matrix ,and time really go fast...Pufff!and i have to face a reality of life in this university.It feel just like yesterday is the last day of the matrix final sem,and now within two months...I've to go again.Leaving my precious family and home behind.Forgetting all the comfort and love*slap...WTH I'm talking about?I'm so over..it's not like I'm force to go to a war..It just to study.....perghhh..
Chill out gurl....there's a long way to go...hahaha..Life will never be easy for you..
So,I'm gonna tell the moment when I get the offer...Yeah..daddy said
"Na,sok result kuar..pas kol 12..Bdbnd ley pki ag x?"
and my respond
*gulp*nodded three times...too nervous to even speak.
Mommy..daddy..i'm scared...and they,with the calmest face ever...
"Ala..dpt2..caye je la ckp mak ayh nie"
YES!I really want to believe..but..I'm just a nervous paranoid girl,that can't stop thinking about bad things.Ding dong deng..12.30....should I?...no..no..wait..1.30...now?yeah!now or never..
Okay!browsing through intrnt...scrolling here and there..find a link...and there...
Sila masukkan no kad pengenalan
Alamak...i/c ak bape doh...Searching for purse..maneplak purse ak pegi time tgh crucial cmnie..nk ilang plak..
"Mommy...nmpk purse nina x?"
"Apenyer kamu nie,brg kamu tanye ma plak"
"Kot la ma nmpk"
"Aah kamu...dpn mate kamu tu ape?"
"Uit..sejak bile plak ad kt sini nie ma?" ak wat senyum kambing kt mama
"Entah ler..jln sndri kot mende tu"
"Kekeke...sorry ma"
Okay..back to the room...nk msok ke tak nk nie...hesitating for bout half hours...Oiii..na,ko x yah nk kecot sgt lar...semak result je pon..Okeyh...I'll try.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....mum!dad!I've made it!Ya Allah!syukur2...syukur Ya Allah..*sujud syukur..Thanks..mom,dad for your neverending pray and support to me..Thanks again Ya Allah..*sniff..Oi!Overacting pehal?bru dpt twrn..bkn graduate da...aish..okay2..
Takdela...Aku bkn ape...paranoid la..rsult matrik ak bkn gempak pon..tak gempak langsung!pastu pressure from both family sides..Uncle..aunties..aiyoo,you'll never know how I face them,talking proudly about their son and daughter achievement..Yeah..I know,I'm not genius as they are,but at least I've try my best.I push myself to show them what I got..Yeah..I'm not like their children.Studying in california,egypt..I'm just an ordinary person.
Sape tak sedey oi..org mane nk nmpk ape yg kite wat..camne kite study.They'll never know..the y just know,their children must be better than me...arghh...whatever..I'm just gonna
DEAF MY EARS AND ENJOY MY LIFE...
