Tertanya-tanya..

Saya ni single ke tidak? Kenapa takde a solid answer from him, tapi still dia always take care of me..Saya tak kesah sebenarnya, tapi kenapa ad segelumit rase bersalah?Saya ada janji ape-ape ke?....Ape nie?

Ape-ape pun, saye tetap milik Allah SWT

Berdikari

I used to think that I can live with myself, I mean without the parents guide. Of course not without my Allah, The One and Only Creator. This thought appear when I entered university. I thought everything is going to be okay. But, I failed...miserably. I fall into problems where I cant solve without their advice. I need my parents advice the same as I need air to breathe.

I learned how hurt can you be with the lose of a friend. I learned to be more stronger, of course with guidance from Allah and my parents. I learned how the friends and objects around me are  just an attachment for dunya where it is only temporary. Of all things, I learned to be more appreciative to peoples around me. For those I looked with ignorance, now come and save me from keep drowning. 

Peoples are different. I cant expect them to love what I love, and to like what I am doing. Going through all this, it helps me on knowing myself better and what I am searching for life. How life is not all about joy and love to objects and person, life is a journey to mend your heart, mind and soul. Now, I can simply read the Al-Quran Al Kareem, and tell all my problems to Allah. I realized now that even the closest person to you will not understand you like Allah and your parents do. 

I have reclaim my heart back. Now, when I didnt do something wrong and they appoint me, i will humbly walk away and put all under the power of Allah. I can managed to mend my fragile heart, to be more stronger of ujian and better in managing my emotion.

All these, it not coming to me just like that. I am grateful to Allah, my parents, Fina, Ain, Fatin and Farah. They are not my besties but their advice touch my heart at the deepest part. They care for me like my parents do. I am so grateful, for in the dark path of my life, Allah has shown me the light. The light to a blind me, that helps me find the way out.

Difference

Emotion, that what differ educated and uneducated people.

Great emotion born from those who will stop and stare to their mistakes or achievement, noticing the bad and good behind it. 

-Aswa Amanina-

Politics =.+

Politics makes people go insane?I don't know, people here and there are going viral about politics, I am too, but not that viral. Since I cant vote yet, I am still searching for the right path. I want the right things, so in the end I will not regret for what I have done.

Seriously, talking bout politics, even my friend that I thought knew nothing about it, CHANGED!By I mean changed is he/she go crazily posting everywhere all the fact about his/her favourite party. He/she campaigning like he/she was the one who competing in the election. Talking bad about other party and vise versa. Sigh..I am not being sarcastic here, but hey, you should know after the election end, we will go back to normal.

Dont go criticize people to no end, they are your friends, family, or even neighbour. So, think wisely. It is okay if you wanted to help your party, but remember not to involved in fight with your friend. After all this end, you will lose them all. Remember, politics help you to get the power, but not the friends.

Oh yeah, just a show off,a vid that I made and make her cried,like a lot

Jumpee

I want to make a high, infinite jump from where I am, but I just too lazy...==

Random words

Oleh kerana TESL

Tadi, di mukabuku atau bahasa Inggerisnya, Facebook, terlalu ramai rakan sekuliah saya mengatakan bahawa mereka, para pelajar jurusan TESL telah diejek apabila menggunakan bahasa inggeris untuk bercakap sesama sendiri di kafe. Saya memang tidak pernah berjumpa dengan kes seperti ini, tetapi sebagai antara salah seorang pelajar jurusan ini, rasa marah itu ada. 

Mengapa kami, pelajar jurusan TESL selalu dianggap sombong jika berkomunikasi dalam bahasa inggeris?Kami tidak berkomunikasi dengan orang luar menggunakan bahasa inggeris, tetapi dengan rakan sejurusan. Kami hanya mahu memantapkan apa yang kami belajar. Jauh sekali kami hendak mengenepikan bahasa ibunda, yang telah sekian lama diguna. 

Seperti juga pelajar jurusan biologi bersembang mengenai segala macam bakteria yang ada di dunia, mereka hanya hendak mempraktikkan apa yang diajar,bukan begitu? Saya tidak emosi di sini, tetapi hendak mencari punca dan musabab mengapakah kami diejek ketika menggunakan bahasa Inggeris?

Saya tidak mahu menuding jari menuduh, Ha!kamulah yang mengejek kami tadi. Tidak sama sekali, saya hanya ingin tahu mengapa?

Mengapa?

Dan mengapa?

Dah tahu jawapannya sila beritahu saya

Sementara itu.....

Random post  of pic ^^

She is one cool friend,trust me

Zaman gila remaja

Coursemate in night class..See,I am 1 Malaysia

Fina is just one lovely girl

And my beloved food

Of dessert fever(that waffle is awesome!)

On korean food fever

On old town fever

New addiction--not so new

Don't look back in anger
Slip inside the eye of your mindDon't you know you might find a better place to playYou said that you'd never beenBut all the things that you've seen will slowly fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed'Coz you said the brains I had went to my headStep outside the summertime's in bloomStand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your faceYou ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can waitShe knows it's too late as we're walking on byHer soul slides away"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say
Take me to the place where you goWhere nobody knows if it's night or dayPlease don't put your life in the handsOf a Rock 'n' Roll band who'll throw it all away
Gonna start the revolution from my bed'Coz you said the brains I had went to my headStep outside 'coz summertime's in bloomStand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your faceYou ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can waitShe knows it's too late as we're walking on byHer soul slides away"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say
So Sally can waitShe knows it's too late as we're walking on byHer soul slides away"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say
So Sally can waitShe knows it's too late as she's walking on byMy soul slides away"But don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger"I heard you say, at least not today

Don't know..just found this song is way too addictive..I am singing this all day long even thought this was release like 18 years ago..thanks to atika, i cant get this song out of my head

Alhamdulillah

  

Alhamdulillah..Thanks to ALLAH The Merciful,For the love that He had given to me,the bless and so many more that if I list it down,it will never be enough.Finally,I am surely in the right track now..I found what I have been searching for..For the last 3 years,I am always searching for  the truth,but now..I finally found it

I am so blessed to be in UPSI and to be a TESLIAN

Its been a long journey before.I shed so many tears and overcome sooo many pain in order to get what I am today.I know I am being overreacting,only a student for SEM 1,but seriously has starting to brag about it so much??No,I am not being arrogant or proud,just saying to the world that i am happy now!Truly happy.

My journey in life for study had never been so simple(sape yg sng kn?)Starting the SPM and matriculation session,it was the toughest period in my life that I ever went through.At first,I thought that doctor,pharmacy are totally me..but I found out later that SCIENCE was totally not my field.And I found it too late,too late to go back.

The place of 1001 memories

The matriculation time was the toughest ever,even though the memories there surely the best.I always thought why cant I get a good marks like my other friends?What did I always left  behind?Where did it gone wrong?For the first semester in matric,I thought I was lacking my hard works to excel in the exam.But when I boost up for second semester,nothing also happened.After UPS,Alhamdullilah..ALLAH finally give me some strength and clue to keep going through the semester,no matter how hard it is,keep going on,never give up,speed up and tawakal to ALLAH at the end.

ALLAH shows the way to me,to be strong for after this there are great thing awaits for me.Again,Alhamdulillah to ALLAH,he gives me strength again even my result as not good as my other friends,I am so grateful.And not to forget,my parents that always,never,24/7 pray for me.

After the result and for the UPU things,I can saw my way then.I never thought that the things that I always love to do will be my study and Insyaalah my profession.I know TESL is the most accurate and right course I will ever get.

MY THANK TO LIST:

The most lovely daddy in the whole universe

The most lovely mommy in the whole universe

The siblings I could not live without

My biggest supporter

My SLISS friends that keep on fighting with me till matric

My second brain functioner

Actually there is so many more..teachers,lecturers..I am so grateful to have all of you by my side,to guide me...thank you so much

I am happy with what I study now.I am happy and thankful.The result of my final exam really makes me more confident that I am in the right track.

ALHAMDULILLAH