First time here I talked about heart,I mean feels.It makes me feel annoy to myself,that feels have made me lost my patience and sometimes sense.And its getting more annoying if it keeps haunting you the whole day.
Oh,oh...ok,truthfully it hurt when you just give me high hope to the sky and the next second you acts like nothing ever happen.I hate it la.Please be more brave and just tell the truth.(yeark!!ak bnci ar post emo cmnie).Keep playing with my feeling to the limit and then you never know,you will feel regret about it.
Then asking my flaw and weakness,hey!its me la..I am a human too.People are not perfect.If you wanted me to always be so perfect,sorry,I wont be hypocrite just for you.I appreciate that you want the good for me,but dont you think sometimes you are going overboard.You have to know the real me,not the person behind those so called mask.
And I know I am not the good girl that you imagine for.But at least I tried,I try to be good as possible as I can.I am so sorry.If you cant accept the real me,I dont care.Just go on with your life so that you will not feel burden with me and maybe regret.
Ayah,mama..i miss you la..really~~
