heart speak~~

juz wondering here..

have some fast walking on my own blog..

feeeling sadness in my heart..

one of my frend will leaving me today

one by one..

yesterday was aishah..

and now..it's nisha turn

beeen missing aishah's laughter

wondering if she feel the same too

or it juz me??

but idont think she will forget our memory

and nisha..

after all that we have been through

for 1 semester in this matric

it's so hard to let you go dear

but life must go on

i know..

this is the best path for you

the better choice for your own future

somehow...

nobody will ever replace your place

huhuhu

think that i been over my emotion

gut to hold it back

it juz a temporary separation

i promise...

we will meet again 

sooner or later

let ALLAH decide it

i'm juz hoping that both of u

will do the best in that new place and environment

we will be friend forever

eternal....

my classmateyyy

            I'm back..guess what..i'm back with not just an old and fake story..but it is trendy and fashionable story...hahahah...i think i'm just makin' another lie story to make all of you read ma' blog...kekekeke..no lh..emmmm..there's nothing much to say..many events happen to me in just only 2 weeks..emmm...some sad and some got me freaking out and also make me wanna jump high to the sky...but.to think bout it again..the sad story is more than the happy....but!i'm still not crying..tough girl right???hehehehe
                                huhu..ats tu intro aw..nk test ayat ntok dipraktikalkn tyme wat mini research b.i nanti...hehehehe...test power la nie kononnyerrr...huhuhu..k back to the aim of my entry~~~
                           just nk story morry jer about my clasmateee.....da lame dA DOK NGAN DYORG BUT AK TAK PNH MENTION SAL DYORG PON KT CNIE..TBE2 TERDETIK SATU KEsedaran plak kt atie kcil ku inie(kcik la sgt) ntok post plak pasal kengkwn ak nie...da lme da ak dok satu klas ngan deporg..bout 1 and quarter sem???i guess....tapi ckp sal pe ea...ala..tape2..let the pictures tell you the stories..      

                                     
                                           keyh..nie tyme makn td...ktorg sume kumpol kat cafe si manly tu with the theme today.....Pinky gurl rules the world!kekeke..x2..nie wat sndri jer...

                                  and notice the front lady standing with a big smile on her face...she gonna leave us...going to be anurse....hmmmm...so sad la...aishah nadhirah...kajima!!!!

                                 and yap that's me..in the chem lab but i think it have change to shooting place..huhuu..tyme nie madam x teach ag ea..so i'm not ignoring madam kt dpn..kn mdm boo??hehehe

                                   eikkkk!!!pompuan nie!bajet plak!

             k2..tyme nie ngah serious nie..tgk la..dak 4 flat kn..of course they are always focus in the class...huhu

 one of my besties in the class...from sg bsar gak...huhhuhu..sedare satu sabak bernam...

                  k...that's aishah with the cutey face..i'll miss you dear..hoping that you will not forget our memory together...before kuar..blanje ak bnyk2 lu..huhuhu

                                   sssssssssyyyyyyyyyyy...i'm concentrating...ikhwan and fahmi kt dpn.....k2..please come to my brain wahai electrochemistry....huhu

             keyhhhh..just some old pictures to show off....

 also one of my besties in class...hearing she will also moving out..it was sadddddddddddd.....very sadddd.....

 in the track..yeah!!we are sport girl.....

                                            hehehe.pic with the boss of the classs...seems like everyone enjoying the moment eventhough the muet test is just only tomorrow..

 yeah..the stairs photoshoot..hahahah..tak ah..nie act gelabah wat report bio yg kene anta before kol 5 tu,,tyme nie ngah freshies ag..

 yap..nisha and me...see the background..other people have start to run ...but we...busying ourself with the camera...

                          

                        not to forget...my roomates!pic nie amek tyme ari last sem 1...woa...memory niehh...

              2 je ar..nk upload picture je..nothing to say more...just wishing that this new sem can be pass trough with not so much problemmm.....ukhwah fillah abadan abada

freaking nervous~~~~

Hmmm...waiting 4 pspm sem 1 result to be announced..seriously..i'm not pretty nervous but freaking nervous..i give my all to that exam and still,,,i think i not done my very best...hukhukhuk...ya allah tolonglah aku...bile camnie en..terase cam spm skool dulu tade pape makne pon..bkn pe...it depends on people la..ad org yg down gle tyme spm..tup2 tgk dye best students kat u..tak ke tu dinamekn marvellous!!hehehehe...sorry..i start to say something ridiculous again..nothing la 2 say..
                  Mlm2 nie..LAPAR LA!oh my stomach..bunyi growl dye...kalah bunyik guruh seh!!!huhuhu..over2 la plak..huhu..nak g cafe pon malas la..ye ar...dok kat tingkat 2 en...bayangkan!tak ke jaoh tu nk turun bwh..ase cam berjuta2 ank tangge aw kene turun tu..hahaha.....

tgk!gler bnyk en tgge..ish2..

pe ag ark nk ckp kt post nie....................................emmm...........................hukhuk..lapar ag..aish...sabar2...tadi sebok satu kms kate patot da kuar rsult spe g pdt n sape kene tendang matriks...ase smlm cam x ley tdo jer...ye ar sape yg tak risau makcik oiii....tapi td tggu punyer tggu..rsult punyer batng idong pon tak nmpk...mmg ar..asl nk AD satu event jer..msti bnyk gler news yg bkn2 kuar pasal tu...itu ar ini ar..org pon da bulat2 je cayer..ye ar..da risau..sape yg tak caye en..(ak la tuh)..huhuhu

law nk trust sumting tu piker2 lu ea...

 

                                                 And for the last.............

choices.....

Salam...ptg2 nie after g survey karnival kerjaya tu..tibe2 ase pening2 lak..coz da kene wat choices ag..aishhh...ngeloh ag...mmg bnyk choices en yg kite kene wt dlm idop..even nk mkn pon nk kene pilih...kt cafe tu..nak nasik aym ke nasi ngan tomyam...AISHH..start mengarut ag ak da nie...

sdap en?

 

Ok2..back to the topic..nie..ak ta taw dlm bnyk2 u tu naK PILIH  yg mne..survey2 gak td tapi mmg blank gler otak...tak tw nk describe caner...rse cam nk dok umah rilek2 jerk..tapi possible la kot...

hmm...law wat slh dlm choices cm nie ley merane seumo idop weh..siyez nie(wrinkle forehead)hehehe...hahaha..since upsr ag da kene wt pilihan..pas upsr nie nk g mne,pas pmr nie nk pndh x?,pas spm nie mne plak,pas u nie marry or getting phd..ish2..hebat ar jd manusie nie..ley pk2 mcm dlm otak die..law haiwan tadenyer..

      Papepon..lumrah manusie en..law da runsing camnie..we will go back to our root..to the best solution..that's ALLAH...cmne pening pon korg msti pastu korg balik gak mintak kt ALLAH en..even other religion pon wt camtu..so...............

pe ag yg tggu nie..mlm nie tros wat istikharah mintak tunjuk yg t'baek ntok kite..
AMINNNN....

in cleaning process...tetetet

varnish!!daia!!fab ag..arghhh all the thing to have to make my cleaning process perfect...seems over acting right??but trust me..it is the truth...the last update was on my second day in matrixx and now it is in sem 2...kekekeke...i found many spider web behind the archive...thinking to hire a maid to always take care of my blog....but....isn`t that possible....?????
                 huhuhu..tgk2!ak wt essei b.i ats tu..hahaha..jadi ark??kekeke...saje nak m'bebel cni eventhough takde org dgr kowt..hahahaha.....ak bru balek dr kg td..and parents anta pai dpn pintu bilik!!!waaaa...rase ak cam  jd ank plg b'untong wooo kat dunieee..no2 the whole universe..aishhh..ak over ag..sori2..ak mls ar nk upload pic kt dlm nie...nak jd anonymous je ley tak..hahaha...tapi mmg tade org nak sggh la kn t coz blog ak bosan tahap dgr lecture bio yg lecturer nye tak gune mic...owhhh...peribahase baru siottt...
  pastu tetibe ad satu mende yn wat ak rase tak sdap badan ar....emmmm..result pspm sem1 da nk kuar weh..argghhh..mule ar nie tak tentu pasal nk stress...aishhh...nta ar tawakal je ar...redho22..hehehe cm nme ank umie 2 en...

           AAAAAAAAAAAAAA...nk share cket ar sal kakom...ltak pic je udah...pic told everythings right..hehehe..enjoy my candid ori pose(2 ak tak notice la ad cameraman amek pic..law tak ak msti bajet nyer...)nyway thanxx alot to abg camera kn??coz bg ktorg enjoy ngan DSLR abg even tak dapat jd top 5 kakom..owhh..to the fren in kmj..especially in marching team!congrats ea..ari tu tak smpt nk wish ko da blek..hahaha

nie ak...siyez en!!jrg nk nmpk muke ak siyez cm nie..hahaha

nie ak tyme latihan...imagine ea..time latihan pon ktorg gler2 focus..tapi x dpt no gak..kwng kwang kwang9sound effect..cm gi kwang si beast tu plak..huhu)

 nie tyme penutup kakom..syok glerrr...hahaha...kms macho!!

 
cettt..ad org close up gamba ak tak gtaw..aishhh..manyak punyer cun la nie awek..hahahaha(msti korg kate dari knn!cpat muntah)

nie tyme ngah latihan..ak rse nie bru bln 9 tp tgk ar..da cam sok nk lwn da

   the faces of my besties in marching team...huhu...tu ad advisor,coach ngan pengurus ktorg sekali..one happy team(la sgt)

ahah!!!at last ad gak pic ak pose!!ak lupe ar spe yg amek..anyway thanxx alot

  hehehe..rumate ak tyme kakom...yana!!miss u la..hahaha

  and lastly..law spe2 nak knl..sblah ak ekin..my besties..dpn kevin yg buncit...hehehe(kevin jgn mrh saye tw) n sblh kevin is ammar!

Ngat cm nk ltk pic wt comparison before n after kakom..tapi t cam sgt memalukn diri..hahahaha...anyway ak nk say a lot of thanxx to my marching team...you're the best!!!siyez nie..

huuu..lupe lak nk promote..support jyj weh..hahaha..gle dar(rolling eyes)...aktf

K ah..kebas da tgn ak...ad semot2..anyway..thanx 4 anyone stopping by...many2 kamsahamnida!