Tuesday, 25 December 2012


9 years with you..

Dear Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho,

Congratulations on your ninth anniversary since making your debut as members of TVXQ.

In the winter of 2003, we received a belated Christmas present in the form of five bumbling boys dancing on stage, looking nervous but happy to be performing.

And here we stand, 9 years later.

Though you may not be together to celebrate this momentous occasion, know that there are people like me who still remember, and still believe.

Whether you are Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin and U-Know Yunho of TVXQ,
Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu and Kim Jaejoong of JYJ and Max Changmin and U-Know Yunho of TVXQ,
or Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho: the actor, the MC, the musical actor, the solo singer..


I will support you, no matter what. No matter what decisions you make and no matter what path you walk down, know that I am here, behind you 100%.

Though I fell in love with TVXQ, I grew to respect the individual aspirations and dreams of five amazing guys who have shown me the world and more. I can accept that your individual dreams may not be the same as each others, and that shouldn't make me love you any less.

Follow your dreams, follow what you feel is right, even if the rest of the world says it's wrong.
As long as you know that at the end of the day, you'll fall asleep with no regrets, do what makes YOU happy.

Thank you for entering our lives nine years ago and bringing us such joy that we could have never imagined.
Thank you for inspiring us to dream bigger, and to do our best, no matter what gets thrown our way.
Thank you for giving us more than we could ever repay, for teaching us more than we could have ever hoped to learn.

Thank you for being you,
Kim Junsu, the baby-like, sports loving, technologically challenged, mood maker duckbutt who always does his best and is musically gifted,
Park Yoochun, the man who is able to make fangirls scream with a single haircut and has entranced the world with his talent and charm,
Kim Jaejoong, the fashionista interior designer living in the 4th dimension who loves his members like no one else, almost to a fault,
Shim Changmin, the snarky, sarcastic maknae whose high notes can't be matched and who cares for his members even when no one is watching,
Jung Yunho, the well-mannered leader who bears the weight of the world on his shoulders, but always has a smile on his face.

Never change who you are, for you are perfect and we love you.


And to my fellow fans,

You all are just as amazing as the five men who have brought us together.
I know it can get hard, and I know there are days when it feels like it'll be easier to let go, and I can't stop you if you do decide to leave us.

Whether you are a JYJ fan, a TVXQ fan, an OT5 fan or whatever you label yourself, I hope today can be the day when you let it all go and just celebrate the day we received a gift too valuable to be swept aside and forgotten.


Here's to nine amazing years, and many more to come.
2003.12.26~ing
영원할꺼죠 영원합니다 영원히하나 당연하지요 사랑합니다
Fans of 4.5 years-xijunna-

My hero,my max,my uknow my xiah and my micky..
we are the ONE eternally

Thursday, 29 November 2012

Hopes,dream..




First time here I talked about heart,I mean feels.It makes me feel annoy to myself,that feels have made me lost my patience and sometimes sense.And its getting more annoying if it keeps haunting you the whole day.

Oh,oh...ok,truthfully it hurt when you just give me high hope to the sky and the next second you acts like nothing ever happen.I hate it la.Please be more brave and just tell the truth.(yeark!!ak bnci ar post emo cmnie).Keep playing with my feeling to the limit and then you never know,you will feel regret about it.


Then asking my flaw and weakness,hey!its me la..I am a human too.People are not perfect.If you wanted me to always be so perfect,sorry,I wont be hypocrite just for you.I appreciate that you want the good for me,but dont you think sometimes you are going overboard.You have to know the real me,not the person behind those so called mask.


And I know I am not the good girl that you imagine for.But at least I tried,I try to be good as possible as I can.I am so sorry.If you cant accept the real me,I dont care.Just go on with your life so that you will not feel burden with me and maybe regret.


Ayah,mama..i miss you la..really~~



Tuesday, 20 November 2012

TESL

Just realize that I am a TESL student!and I am so grateful~~~~~


 

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Forum¬¬¬¬

Finished the long awaited forum now and cant wait to get home...
I love being at home..LOL,who wont right?
And the most exciting thing is my parents gonna fetch me,no need to go home using public transport...Oh,Dont misunderstand me,I am not a choosy person,neither a pampered daughter,just at this new place everything were so new and I still taking time to cope with this new environment...


I miss my mama and ayah...



and yeah..my TVXQ too..

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

I love Tanjung Malim?

4 crazy girl in photo~

secret recipe

credits to fina..the fluffy Yik Mun pau

side picture..Lol

enjoying the view~~

my class buddy
They are picking on me~~
The view was breathtaking
Fina,me,fatin and atika

The banjaran~





Pictures talk
(i am too lazy to type anything)
Just so you know,even though Tanjung Malim have nothing so special ; no big shopping complex,no McD,no bowling places..It have the best natural view,for me laa...