Alhamdulillah

  

Alhamdulillah..Thanks to ALLAH The Merciful,For the love that He had given to me,the bless and so many more that if I list it down,it will never be enough.Finally,I am surely in the right track now..I found what I have been searching for..For the last 3 years,I am always searching for  the truth,but now..I finally found it

I am so blessed to be in UPSI and to be a TESLIAN

Its been a long journey before.I shed so many tears and overcome sooo many pain in order to get what I am today.I know I am being overreacting,only a student for SEM 1,but seriously has starting to brag about it so much??No,I am not being arrogant or proud,just saying to the world that i am happy now!Truly happy.

My journey in life for study had never been so simple(sape yg sng kn?)Starting the SPM and matriculation session,it was the toughest period in my life that I ever went through.At first,I thought that doctor,pharmacy are totally me..but I found out later that SCIENCE was totally not my field.And I found it too late,too late to go back.

The place of 1001 memories

The matriculation time was the toughest ever,even though the memories there surely the best.I always thought why cant I get a good marks like my other friends?What did I always left  behind?Where did it gone wrong?For the first semester in matric,I thought I was lacking my hard works to excel in the exam.But when I boost up for second semester,nothing also happened.After UPS,Alhamdullilah..ALLAH finally give me some strength and clue to keep going through the semester,no matter how hard it is,keep going on,never give up,speed up and tawakal to ALLAH at the end.

ALLAH shows the way to me,to be strong for after this there are great thing awaits for me.Again,Alhamdulillah to ALLAH,he gives me strength again even my result as not good as my other friends,I am so grateful.And not to forget,my parents that always,never,24/7 pray for me.

After the result and for the UPU things,I can saw my way then.I never thought that the things that I always love to do will be my study and Insyaalah my profession.I know TESL is the most accurate and right course I will ever get.

MY THANK TO LIST:

The most lovely daddy in the whole universe

The most lovely mommy in the whole universe

The siblings I could not live without

My biggest supporter

My SLISS friends that keep on fighting with me till matric

My second brain functioner

Actually there is so many more..teachers,lecturers..I am so grateful to have all of you by my side,to guide me...thank you so much

I am happy with what I study now.I am happy and thankful.The result of my final exam really makes me more confident that I am in the right track.

ALHAMDULILLAH

9 years with you..

Dear Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho,

Congratulations on your ninth anniversary since making your debut as members of TVXQ.

In the winter of 2003, we received a belated Christmas present in the form of five bumbling boys dancing on stage, looking nervous but happy to be performing.

And here we stand, 9 years later.

Though you may not be together to celebrate this momentous occasion, know that there are people like me who still remember, and still believe.

Whether you are Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin and U-Know Yunho of TVXQ,
Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu and Kim Jaejoong of JYJ and Max Changmin and U-Know Yunho of TVXQ,
or Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho: the actor, the MC, the musical actor, the solo singer..

I will support you, no matter what. No matter what decisions you make and no matter what path you walk down, know that I am here, behind you 100%.

Though I fell in love with TVXQ, I grew to respect the individual aspirations and dreams of five amazing guys who have shown me the world and more. I can accept that your individual dreams may not be the same as each others, and that shouldn't make me love you any less.

Follow your dreams, follow what you feel is right, even if the rest of the world says it's wrong.
As long as you know that at the end of the day, you'll fall asleep with no regrets, do what makes YOU happy.

Thank you for entering our lives nine years ago and bringing us such joy that we could have never imagined.
Thank you for inspiring us to dream bigger, and to do our best, no matter what gets thrown our way.
Thank you for giving us more than we could ever repay, for teaching us more than we could have ever hoped to learn.

Thank you for being you,
Kim Junsu, the baby-like, sports loving, technologically challenged, mood maker duckbutt who always does his best and is musically gifted,
Park Yoochun, the man who is able to make fangirls scream with a single haircut and has entranced the world with his talent and charm,
Kim Jaejoong, the fashionista interior designer living in the 4th dimension who loves his members like no one else, almost to a fault,
Shim Changmin, the snarky, sarcastic maknae whose high notes can't be matched and who cares for his members even when no one is watching,
Jung Yunho, the well-mannered leader who bears the weight of the world on his shoulders, but always has a smile on his face.

Never change who you are, for you are perfect and we love you.


And to my fellow fans,

You all are just as amazing as the five men who have brought us together.
I know it can get hard, and I know there are days when it feels like it'll be easier to let go, and I can't stop you if you do decide to leave us.

Whether you are a JYJ fan, a TVXQ fan, an OT5 fan or whatever you label yourself, I hope today can be the day when you let it all go and just celebrate the day we received a gift too valuable to be swept aside and forgotten.


Here's to nine amazing years, and many more to come.
2003.12.26~ing
영원할꺼죠 영원합니다 영원히하나 당연하지요 사랑합니다

Fans of 4.5 years-xijunna-

My hero,my max,my uknow my xiah and my micky..

we are the ONE eternally

Hopes,dream..

First time here I talked about heart,I mean feels.It makes me feel annoy to myself,that feels have made me lost my patience and sometimes sense.And its getting more annoying if it keeps haunting you the whole day.

Oh,oh...ok,truthfully it hurt when you just give me high hope to the sky and the next second you acts like nothing ever happen.I hate it la.Please be more brave and just tell the truth.(yeark!!ak bnci ar post emo cmnie).Keep playing with my feeling to the limit and then you never know,you will feel regret about it.

Then asking my flaw and weakness,hey!its me la..I am a human too.People are not perfect.If you wanted me to always be so perfect,sorry,I wont be hypocrite just for you.I appreciate that you want the good for me,but dont you think sometimes you are going overboard.You have to know the real me,not the person behind those so called mask.

And I know I am not the good girl that you imagine for.But at least I tried,I try to be good as possible as I can.I am so sorry.If you cant accept the real me,I dont care.Just go on with your life so that you will not feel burden with me and maybe regret.

Ayah,mama..i miss you la..really~~

TESL

Just realize that I am a TESL student!and I am so grateful~~~~~


 

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Finished the long awaited forum now and cant wait to get home...

I love being at home..LOL,who wont right?

And the most exciting thing is my parents gonna fetch me,no need to go home using public transport...Oh,Dont misunderstand me,I am not a choosy person,neither a pampered daughter,just at this new place everything were so new and I still taking time to cope with this new environment...

I miss my mama and ayah...

and yeah..my TVXQ too..