now~~

it's the time to start running!not that running man variety show..it's time to speed up for the incoming ups...huhu..

remembering for the ups..making me nervous..

seems that i have bad memory for my sem 1 ups..huhuhu

hmmm..

tapi tetibe rase nk khabaq pasal nie plak..

i have a friend..consider a new one..but i really can get along with her..we seem that we have a lot of similarity...

and for the whole first sem..we've been like a best friend..

but something happen..

bad for her and me too as her friend..

she doesnt make it to the second sem..and make decision to not going on with the matrixx program

as her friend..i support her with everything that i think i could

one by one bad thing comes to her..

her boyfriend can't also continue the matrixx..she broke up with him..she crying everyday when she have to go to the class..

as her friend..yeah..maybe i do nothing but to just consoling her..

been busy with the class..i sometimes can't reply her msj and can't come to her room to talk with her..

then she told me that she was going to leave..

it strikes me uknow!!she gonna leave me..but it is for her own good..

i accept it with teary eyes..

hopes that this friendship will remain wherever we are...

but when the day she go..i wait all day long to bid the last goodbye for her..

and then..she told me.."aswa,ak da kt.banting,sory 4 everything"

wait!!what???

she leave me without a word..

does she doesnt feel what i'm feeling..

ok..to make me better i say to myself that maybe she needs time alone..

she needs space to calm herself..

ok..maybeeeeee

then 1 months has passed..

seeing her posting her new activities on fb..

makes me think that she is living a happy life..

without even contacting me..

i throw all my ego last night...i text her..

waittttttttttttt

no answer..

ok...she maybe have no credit..

but yeah..i hope so..

fren..no matter how far we apart..i will never forget you..

thanx for da memory