I need to..no,I must...

Today is my parent anniversary!!Puff..pom!Congrats mama and ayah,to manage to hold on to this beautiful marriage for almost 25 years,and also to have the strength to take care of us 4 naughty,silly kids.

Thanks a lot mama and ayah.I owed you so much,and I dont know whether I can pay it back or not.No...I must pay all your deeds back,a responsibility of a daughter to her parents.

Ok...8.15 p.m..I called my lovely parents to wish them..

MAMA,happy anniversary ma~~

Ayah,happy anniversary~~

Ok..and mama just answer thank you sweetie~~

But ayah said,How did you know?I thought you didnt even notice today is our anniversary?

Hahaha..ayah,like seriously?I am your daughter,of course la I know~~

I think ayah must feel so touched and surprised that his daughter wish him.Ayah,I had been wishing on your wedding anniversary almost every year laa..No wonder la I am the daughter misali..hehehehe

Braghhh..whatever,it just an empty story with nothing important to be brag about

The real thing is when my father start giving me the AMANAT speech.The speech was very heartwarming and I feel like he have given his trust to me 100%.I feel like crying now,all the amanat things seems to be lingering in my head.I think of it over and over again.

My ayah said,

Nina,ayah nk tgk nanti kamu jadi the best student,grads with the best grade you will get.Ayah nak kamu belaja lek lok,jangan main jer,ingat masa depan kamu.Walaupon masa depan kamu jadi cikgu tu cerah,banyak dugaan yang datang nanti.Sekarang ni sume orang nak yang terbaik.Ayah nak tengok masa kamu grad nanti kamu jadi pelajar terbaik.Boleh tak?

AYAH,,,,sobs..I will ayah..i will prove it to you ayah.I will make you proud for having me as your daughter ayah.I have to,no I must succeeds with flying colours.

No,its not about being emotional here..Yeah,maybe you are thinking its a typical quotes that come from every parents.Every parent wants their children to succeeds.

Yap..but for me,it holds a lot of hopes.A lot of hopes are being put to me,and I think with being successful,that is the way to pay my parents deed.This quotes from my father only comes twice or thrice in a while,but I keep it deep inside me.

I remember he told me twice in my secondary school,4 times in matriculation,and now the first one in university.But I still remember every single word he said.

I have a regrets that I bring it until now.Regrets of not performing so well in schools and matrics.Ayah and mama never say anything,but me,myself..feels so ashamed with what have I got.

So now,what i really need to do is study harder and smarter.make them proud of me.Believe in myself and charge forward!!!