wordless tuesday~~~~

just a wordless tuesday..kekeke..

now~~

it's the time to start running!not that running man variety show..it's time to speed up for the incoming ups...huhu..

remembering for the ups..making me nervous..

seems that i have bad memory for my sem 1 ups..huhuhu

hmmm..

tapi tetibe rase nk khabaq pasal nie plak..

i have a friend..consider a new one..but i really can get along with her..we seem that we have a lot of similarity...

and for the whole first sem..we've been like a best friend..

but something happen..

bad for her and me too as her friend..

she doesnt make it to the second sem..and make decision to not going on with the matrixx program

as her friend..i support her with everything that i think i could

one by one bad thing comes to her..

her boyfriend can't also continue the matrixx..she broke up with him..she crying everyday when she have to go to the class..

as her friend..yeah..maybe i do nothing but to just consoling her..

been busy with the class..i sometimes can't reply her msj and can't come to her room to talk with her..

then she told me that she was going to leave..

it strikes me uknow!!she gonna leave me..but it is for her own good..

i accept it with teary eyes..

hopes that this friendship will remain wherever we are...

but when the day she go..i wait all day long to bid the last goodbye for her..

and then..she told me.."aswa,ak da kt.banting,sory 4 everything"

wait!!what???

she leave me without a word..

does she doesnt feel what i'm feeling..

ok..to make me better i say to myself that maybe she needs time alone..

she needs space to calm herself..

ok..maybeeeeee

then 1 months has passed..

seeing her posting her new activities on fb..

makes me think that she is living a happy life..

without even contacting me..

i throw all my ego last night...i text her..

waittttttttttttt

no answer..

ok...she maybe have no credit..

but yeah..i hope so..

fren..no matter how far we apart..i will never forget you..

thanx for da memory

welcome 2012

as you can see its a normal thing to view all blogs with the same post

bloggers are all posting for new year..

hehehe..guess i will do the same too...

somehow..2012 nie terase sgt sedey la..

i'm going to 19 this year..there's no more sweet 17 or 18..it's like sour 19!

huhuhu..confession of people who dont want to get old..

really!i recall my ustaz's words...the older the people become,the more he will repent and reflect to the past..

seems that i feel the same too..

right now..i start to think of my past behaviour..seems that it got more bad thing than the good..terok kn ak nie!!

siyez weh..tetibe kesedaran punye mode dtg melimpah2..tears start to flow..huhuhu....

tapi ape ak nie!i'm just only 19 and now i'm starting to mumbling like i'm already 40 years old...

tapi kan..i should thank myself coz and also ALLAH for giving me thought to make myself a better person..bile ag kn..maut is not something that we can predict and we can decide when..skang nie the words "its better late than never" da tak ley pakai da..u should use "its the best to do now than later'...huhu i make my own philosophy....does that mean i get the title philosophy doc..kekeke...kidding!

now,,,i'm struggling to make all this wishes come true

• wake up early dude...not early as my early is 6.45..earlier i think..
• just be a hardworking person!make the tutor!
• be a more lovely girl to anyone
• act as a matured sister to all my dongsaengs!(i sould be the example right?)
• be a taat hamba tu ALLAH YANG MAHA ESA
• make a good,sweet memory wherever i go
• be a good daughter to my parents...(i wish this every year!)
• be a good supporter to jyj!!huhuhu
• try to post many post in the blog

• smile sweetly................

poommm!!booom!!(sound effect)fire cracker in my blog!!wonderful right!enjoy it!!hope that all my lovely people will always be in a good condition along this 2012...just be a simple person...

heart speak~~

juz wondering here..

have some fast walking on my own blog..

feeeling sadness in my heart..

one of my frend will leaving me today

one by one..

yesterday was aishah..

and now..it's nisha turn

beeen missing aishah's laughter

wondering if she feel the same too

or it juz me??

but idont think she will forget our memory

and nisha..

after all that we have been through

for 1 semester in this matric

it's so hard to let you go dear

but life must go on

i know..

this is the best path for you

the better choice for your own future

somehow...

nobody will ever replace your place

huhuhu

think that i been over my emotion

gut to hold it back

it juz a temporary separation

i promise...

we will meet again 

sooner or later

let ALLAH decide it

i'm juz hoping that both of u

will do the best in that new place and environment

we will be friend forever

eternal....

my classmateyyy

            I'm back..guess what..i'm back with not just an old and fake story..but it is trendy and fashionable story...hahahah...i think i'm just makin' another lie story to make all of you read ma' blog...kekekeke..no lh..emmmm..there's nothing much to say..many events happen to me in just only 2 weeks..emmm...some sad and some got me freaking out and also make me wanna jump high to the sky...but.to think bout it again..the sad story is more than the happy....but!i'm still not crying..tough girl right???hehehehe
                                huhu..ats tu intro aw..nk test ayat ntok dipraktikalkn tyme wat mini research b.i nanti...hehehehe...test power la nie kononnyerrr...huhuhu..k back to the aim of my entry~~~
                           just nk story morry jer about my clasmateee.....da lame dA DOK NGAN DYORG BUT AK TAK PNH MENTION SAL DYORG PON KT CNIE..TBE2 TERDETIK SATU KEsedaran plak kt atie kcil ku inie(kcik la sgt) ntok post plak pasal kengkwn ak nie...da lme da ak dok satu klas ngan deporg..bout 1 and quarter sem???i guess....tapi ckp sal pe ea...ala..tape2..let the pictures tell you the stories..      

                                     
                                           keyh..nie tyme makn td...ktorg sume kumpol kat cafe si manly tu with the theme today.....Pinky gurl rules the world!kekeke..x2..nie wat sndri jer...

                                  and notice the front lady standing with a big smile on her face...she gonna leave us...going to be anurse....hmmmm...so sad la...aishah nadhirah...kajima!!!!

                                 and yap that's me..in the chem lab but i think it have change to shooting place..huhuu..tyme nie madam x teach ag ea..so i'm not ignoring madam kt dpn..kn mdm boo??hehehe

                                   eikkkk!!!pompuan nie!bajet plak!

             k2..tyme nie ngah serious nie..tgk la..dak 4 flat kn..of course they are always focus in the class...huhu

 one of my besties in the class...from sg bsar gak...huhhuhu..sedare satu sabak bernam...

                  k...that's aishah with the cutey face..i'll miss you dear..hoping that you will not forget our memory together...before kuar..blanje ak bnyk2 lu..huhuhu

                                   sssssssssyyyyyyyyyyy...i'm concentrating...ikhwan and fahmi kt dpn.....k2..please come to my brain wahai electrochemistry....huhu

             keyhhhh..just some old pictures to show off....

 also one of my besties in class...hearing she will also moving out..it was sadddddddddddd.....very sadddd.....

 in the track..yeah!!we are sport girl.....

                                            hehehe.pic with the boss of the classs...seems like everyone enjoying the moment eventhough the muet test is just only tomorrow..

 yeah..the stairs photoshoot..hahahah..tak ah..nie act gelabah wat report bio yg kene anta before kol 5 tu,,tyme nie ngah freshies ag..

 yap..nisha and me...see the background..other people have start to run ...but we...busying ourself with the camera...

                          

                        not to forget...my roomates!pic nie amek tyme ari last sem 1...woa...memory niehh...

              2 je ar..nk upload picture je..nothing to say more...just wishing that this new sem can be pass trough with not so much problemmm.....ukhwah fillah abadan abada