last week of lectures!

yeahhh!!!the last week of lectures in matrixx...should i jump in joy or feel nervous..

coz the final is also getting nearer..huhuhu

juz wanna share some thought..

but it seems that the connection is bad...

bye2 la

sc comp~~

keke...the comeback of brand new me!!huhu..naah,,,sebenarnye curi2 updating my blog in sc comp lab time..huhu..madam!so sorry..kekeke

oh..i'm counting days to pspm..and also to come home..oh i miss my home so much....got to go..daaa~~

chiki~~~

konomachite,meguriata(my ringtones) yoboseyo?nina kakak nie...oh kakak..why?no,,juz wanna tell you...what??chiki has died...................................what!!!!!!reallyyy!!!no!!!!!!!...................................................................

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my cattttt...hukhuk..chiki died..!!!mama...so sad..he supposed to play with me now but he`s gone forever...chiki..sis will miss u so much..really2x..and worst i was not there when he died...it`s a tragedy for me..

i know he`s been sick..but i never thought that he's gonna leave me..what am i supposed to do...find a new cat??naah,,you are irreplaceable chiki...

do i look emotional here..yeah maybe..a lil bit..but..chiki has been my company when i'm alone at home..he's been a good friend and brother..who knows that a cat can make such a big affection to me..people who can't understand my feel can try have a cat..no...a pet and see what it can make to you in just 3 month...hukhukhuk..chiki(teary eyes)

wordless tuesday~~~~

just a wordless tuesday..kekeke..

now~~

it's the time to start running!not that running man variety show..it's time to speed up for the incoming ups...huhu..

remembering for the ups..making me nervous..

seems that i have bad memory for my sem 1 ups..huhuhu

hmmm..

tapi tetibe rase nk khabaq pasal nie plak..

i have a friend..consider a new one..but i really can get along with her..we seem that we have a lot of similarity...

and for the whole first sem..we've been like a best friend..

but something happen..

bad for her and me too as her friend..

she doesnt make it to the second sem..and make decision to not going on with the matrixx program

as her friend..i support her with everything that i think i could

one by one bad thing comes to her..

her boyfriend can't also continue the matrixx..she broke up with him..she crying everyday when she have to go to the class..

as her friend..yeah..maybe i do nothing but to just consoling her..

been busy with the class..i sometimes can't reply her msj and can't come to her room to talk with her..

then she told me that she was going to leave..

it strikes me uknow!!she gonna leave me..but it is for her own good..

i accept it with teary eyes..

hopes that this friendship will remain wherever we are...

but when the day she go..i wait all day long to bid the last goodbye for her..

and then..she told me.."aswa,ak da kt.banting,sory 4 everything"

wait!!what???

she leave me without a word..

does she doesnt feel what i'm feeling..

ok..to make me better i say to myself that maybe she needs time alone..

she needs space to calm herself..

ok..maybeeeeee

then 1 months has passed..

seeing her posting her new activities on fb..

makes me think that she is living a happy life..

without even contacting me..

i throw all my ego last night...i text her..

waittttttttttttt

no answer..

ok...she maybe have no credit..

but yeah..i hope so..

fren..no matter how far we apart..i will never forget you..

thanx for da memory