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I used to think that I can live with myself, I mean without the parents guide. Of course not without my Allah, The One and Only Creator. This thought appear when I entered university. I thought everything is going to be okay. But, I failed...miserably. I fall into problems where I cant solve without their advice. I need my parents advice the same as I need air to breathe.

I learned how hurt can you be with the lose of a friend. I learned to be more stronger, of course with guidance from Allah and my parents. I learned how the friends and objects around me are  just an attachment for dunya where it is only temporary. Of all things, I learned to be more appreciative to peoples around me. For those I looked with ignorance, now come and save me from keep drowning. 

Peoples are different. I cant expect them to love what I love, and to like what I am doing. Going through all this, it helps me on knowing myself better and what I am searching for life. How life is not all about joy and love to objects and person, life is a journey to mend your heart, mind and soul. Now, I can simply read the Al-Quran Al Kareem, and tell all my problems to Allah. I realized now that even the closest person to you will not understand you like Allah and your parents do. 

I have reclaim my heart back. Now, when I didnt do something wrong and they appoint me, i will humbly walk away and put all under the power of Allah. I can managed to mend my fragile heart, to be more stronger of ujian and better in managing my emotion.

All these, it not coming to me just like that. I am grateful to Allah, my parents, Fina, Ain, Fatin and Farah. They are not my besties but their advice touch my heart at the deepest part. They care for me like my parents do. I am so grateful, for in the dark path of my life, Allah has shown me the light. The light to a blind me, that helps me find the way out.

Difference

Emotion, that what differ educated and uneducated people.

Great emotion born from those who will stop and stare to their mistakes or achievement, noticing the bad and good behind it. 

-Aswa Amanina-

Politics =.+

Politics makes people go insane?I don't know, people here and there are going viral about politics, I am too, but not that viral. Since I cant vote yet, I am still searching for the right path. I want the right things, so in the end I will not regret for what I have done.

Seriously, talking bout politics, even my friend that I thought knew nothing about it, CHANGED!By I mean changed is he/she go crazily posting everywhere all the fact about his/her favourite party. He/she campaigning like he/she was the one who competing in the election. Talking bad about other party and vise versa. Sigh..I am not being sarcastic here, but hey, you should know after the election end, we will go back to normal.

Dont go criticize people to no end, they are your friends, family, or even neighbour. So, think wisely. It is okay if you wanted to help your party, but remember not to involved in fight with your friend. After all this end, you will lose them all. Remember, politics help you to get the power, but not the friends.

Oh yeah, just a show off,a vid that I made and make her cried,like a lot

Jumpee

I want to make a high, infinite jump from where I am, but I just too lazy...==

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Oleh kerana TESL

Tadi, di mukabuku atau bahasa Inggerisnya, Facebook, terlalu ramai rakan sekuliah saya mengatakan bahawa mereka, para pelajar jurusan TESL telah diejek apabila menggunakan bahasa inggeris untuk bercakap sesama sendiri di kafe. Saya memang tidak pernah berjumpa dengan kes seperti ini, tetapi sebagai antara salah seorang pelajar jurusan ini, rasa marah itu ada. 

Mengapa kami, pelajar jurusan TESL selalu dianggap sombong jika berkomunikasi dalam bahasa inggeris?Kami tidak berkomunikasi dengan orang luar menggunakan bahasa inggeris, tetapi dengan rakan sejurusan. Kami hanya mahu memantapkan apa yang kami belajar. Jauh sekali kami hendak mengenepikan bahasa ibunda, yang telah sekian lama diguna. 

Seperti juga pelajar jurusan biologi bersembang mengenai segala macam bakteria yang ada di dunia, mereka hanya hendak mempraktikkan apa yang diajar,bukan begitu? Saya tidak emosi di sini, tetapi hendak mencari punca dan musabab mengapakah kami diejek ketika menggunakan bahasa Inggeris?

Saya tidak mahu menuding jari menuduh, Ha!kamulah yang mengejek kami tadi. Tidak sama sekali, saya hanya ingin tahu mengapa?

Mengapa?

Dan mengapa?

Dah tahu jawapannya sila beritahu saya

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Random post  of pic ^^

She is one cool friend,trust me

Zaman gila remaja

Coursemate in night class..See,I am 1 Malaysia

Fina is just one lovely girl

And my beloved food

Of dessert fever(that waffle is awesome!)

On korean food fever

On old town fever